Irritating...
I started off my day like any other...arriving at work about 2 minutes late. Of course, it is something completely accepted at this job, as almost every person there arrives about 10-20 minutes late everyday! I am one of the best, which is pretty bad in this case! They think I am an exceptional employee because I come to work every day and don't have 'issues'. I feel like I'm back in high school working at Wendy's. They just appreciated you being there and thought you were an excellent employee if you could work drive-thru! Whoo hoo!
Let me say though, I really do love my job! I love teaching my kids new things and helping them learn their letters, numbers, fine motor skills, etc. It's really amazing to hear my "name"...."Ms. Mannny". Ok, it's not my real name, but it's what I now go by for my little one's sakes. You should really hear it! They melt my heart when they call me by my name. I actually earned the right to be a word they have learned. They actually know who I am. They say it with such a plea and or love. That is special.
Anyhoo...back to my irritating life. Most of you know that I can't have children and usually that is one of my biggest complaints. I'm not really going to go into that right now, because 'it' actually is starting to bore me. Yes, I don't even like to hear myself talk about it anymore. That must mean other people hate hearing me talk about it for sure! So, what else is irritating? My health. I ended up with the flu about six weeks ago. I took one round of medicine from the doctor, just to be more sick than when I started. I went back, got two more prescriptions and ended up having the symptoms of a really bad sinus infection and coughing. Actually it turned out to be bronchitis! So, that meant more medicine! Not counting the prescriptions, I have went through three bottles Dayquil/Nyquil. I am almost completely better except for the annoying and lingering cough. It keeps me up at nights and I have not slept an entire night, all the way through, in six weeks. It is causing me to be so tired during the day and making me a little angry. Grrr.... I am on my way to recovering though. I feel so better that I can actually walk around the house without gasping for air and coughing a lung up. Whoo hoo. On top of being sick, I have been on my monthly cycle for FOUR months. That is every day for four months. Not a week on and a week off, etc. That's over 120 days of bleeding. Now that is exciting! On a brighter note, I do have a doctor's appointment on Monday to see if they can do something for me. I'm sure they will want to try birth control to regulate my cycles. Since I just love the idea of taking any possibility of a baby away, I'm sure I will jump right on board with that idea! (That was sarcasm!) I'm hopeful though, maybe he will have the miracle idea and figure out what is going on with the cycle. Maybe he will tell me that I can fix everything with a miracle pill. That would be a blessing.
Ok, I know blogs are supposed to be interesting and fun for people to read. Maybe I am typing this to waste my late-night sleeplessness. Maybe I'm typing it to get things off my chest. Heck, I probably won't let anyone know about the blog. I'm not sure how to use this site yet anyway. My sis has an amazing blog on here though! I have a pretty good blog on Myspace, but that site is irritating me too! Heck, everything is irritating me now. LOL Even my wonderful, loving husband is annoying me. That is my fault and my fault only....as he rarely does anything out of place. I am very lucky in that sense!
A friend of mine bought a beautiful house recently! I'm so excited for them, yet irritated. I love watching tv, yet it irritates me that nothing is funny anymore. Maybe I should switch to watching cartoons. So many shows are based on 'drama' anymore. Yuck! Maybe it's just the shows that I choose to watch. I am irritated about my weight. I am sick of walking into a store, but only having the Plus-size section to choose from. Almost all plus-size clothes are made for 'mature' (old) ladies. I want to have options and cute clothes to wear. Grrr.... I am irritated with some of my family. They are only my family when it's convenient for them. I make an effort, but they never reciprocate in return. Why can't everyone just get along? Grrr.....
I could go on, but I won't. Heck, all of this typing has made me a little sleepy! Now that is exciting! :)
I hope all is well with anyone who wasted their time to read this blog. :)
Take care!
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